Saturday, December 20, 2014

Lazy bum saturday

Sometimes life throws you a crazy curve ball and you just have to try and swing it.
A friend gave me some hard truth and as much as it was difficult to swallow i really appreciated her advice and sound perception.
At the end of the day, despite all the crazy curve balls, YOU have all the power to decide what be. You can try to swing it, train to be better or you can leave the game.
In the end it's what you make out of it that matters.

today i start my year end leave. actually, not. i only took leave because the nursery is closed during Xmas week and i have to take care of the kids. :p

it's amazing how they literally rule my life. my every decision revolves around them. but then again, they are only that for a finite amount of time. a friend reminded me that soon, they wont even want to hug you or kiss you in public and then their room become their solace..

oh my baby boys..
the days will come when your kisses are not mine
but always remember that with my heart, my soul
i love you forever.

Friday, August 01, 2014

Today we went to do banking for Aariz. Since he is already 6 mth, i thot lets open a yippie accct and asb acct for him. Adam has his done ard the same time and aariz has to have one also. I have 2 younger brothers, so everything has to be equal.. sigh..

So today we went to klcc. By the time EVERYONE got ready to leave the house, its 1130am, so i decided to wait for adam to hv his lunch at noon. And by the next time we are ready again, its already 130pm. Sigh...

Of course klcc is PACKED with the lunch and raya crowd but thankfuly the harimau bank is not that crowded. Managed to finish everything before aariz started to whine and wanted to leave. But since we got there at lunch and friday prayer hour, we have to come back tomorrow to get the passbook. Itsokay, as long as it is done. And then they told me "kak, actually tak payah bawak baby pun takpe"..

Ye ke.. i thot macam buat passport, apply kena ada, amik pun kena ada.. hahahha!

Aariz in the dinomobile!

testing via android

Lets see if this is fun

And we have lift off!
Ok, so how to align this properly.. oh that easy! And here i thot android is useless lolx!

Selamat Hari Raya

Selamat Hari Raya and Maaf Zahir Batin to all.

i wish i could post pics but somehow i have forgotten how to do it. yes, please blame FB and instagram AND the pregnancy brain for this.

Oh god, pregnancy brain. when will this phenomenon ends?? some of my gfs said never, some said eat fishoils, omega tradada.. do they work? imagine trying to negotiate with the toughest people and you suddenly lose your train of thought coz suddenly you remembered that you have to buy brocolli and salmon for Adam and Enfalac for Aariz.
In some articles that i read about this phenomenon, yes, i am gonna call it a phenomenon coz i was always, ALWAYS, accused of having a long, loooooong and sturdy memory and i used to pride myself for being able to multitask efficiently (including multi-thinking, haha), and losing this makes it a phenomenon to me. anyways, in some articles that i read about this said that the brain will prioritize thoughts according to the criticality for the survival of your child. it will suppress thoughts that are not priority for the survival. which kinda makes sense coz moms are the ones that usually remembers all the details about their children. i mean, how difficult can it be to remember which injection you son had the last time he went for a jab or WHAT TIME DID YOU FED THE BABY LAST??? i tell you, this is so stressful coz i am very particular abt milk cleanliness and milk timing. yes, i am not a feed on demand kinda mom, although, when the father or the help forgot when they feed the baby last, i have to reset and rely on demand, which resets the entire schedule. my life revolves around schedules and usually they are not mine; the hubs, the 1st kid and the baby AND THEN the mommy's schedule. so to get my schedule working, theirs need to be on the clock as well.

anyways, yes, i have forgotten how to upload a photo. will reboot soon.

Saturday, February 01, 2014

I'm sorry, i intend to write a proper post and all, but i get distracted with little squeaks and groans from the bedroom from the lil bub that i lost my train of thought.

oh, here we go again..
yea! we have safely delivered!
adam shah has a new baby brother, Aariz Shah, born on the 23rd January 2014 via an elective C-section.

no, dont ask me why i chose c-section.

are you kidding me? all that gory birthing details my girlfriends lavished me with and you think i'd still chose normal birth?

anyways, aariz has been a very good boy so far except for the fact that he has heat rashes which i think is mainly from my air akar kayu prepared by my CL. i can feel heaty, my lips are cracking and i have ulcers. imagine what it does to the lil bub!! ok, no, i did feed him with the akar kayu, DUH, it's through my EBM la..

Tuesday, January 07, 2014

oh, did i tell you that i'm expecting?


oh yes, adam is getting a baby brother in another 16 days insyallah.