october

i havent post for so long. the last full post was like in feb and now it's already october.

yes, ALREADY october..

funny how time moves so fast.. it's already the 10th month of the calendar year, 3 more months to go to december before i have to start thinking of new year resolutions, again. and six more months to go to the end of the cycle. crap.

it's also already the 10th year i'm in the Co. yes, ten blardy years.. jeez, where did the time go? what did i do in the past ten years? i remembered my job interview and i remembered i had plans. what happened?

i'm bored. i can feel the boredom making me restless, irritated. things, even smallest things get on my nerves with the speed of a rocket. nis once told me that we can choose what bothers us and ignore the rest.

nis, i'm a scorpio. being emotional is like only second to being alive.

but i guess she's right too. if you let everything bothers you, if you fight all the battles, when are you going to have energy for yourself and the ones you really care about?

take a deep breath, exhale, smile and just let it go.

sometimes, somethings are just not worth it.