I saw them clearly today.

Wrinkles under my eyes.

Oh god...

lately, i have been obsessed with these stupid lines under my eyes. Yesterday i had a meeting with client's lawyer. i hoped she didnt noticed coz i kept looking at her face thinking how smooth her skin is [no, the tikus operating system is still the S version]. i wondered if my skin was ever that smooth when i was her age.

and then we went into discussion of PIPE, the Co's induction course for new execs and she was complaining that she'll be bored stiff there coz everyone wud be like high-school leavers. without thinking i asked how old she is.

her answer depressed me further.

she's older than me, i didnt quite remember how much older coz at that point of time i just wanted to pout and whimper.

i need to stop smoking *taking a huge drag and puff*