Wednesday, May 24, 2006

DaVinci's Code

we went to watch the movie last night..

literally, no comment.. dats probably y i never bother to read the book.. yeah, so, call me clueless.. like i care.

BUT I GOT TIX TO WATCH X-MEN 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, May 23, 2006

things to do that i cant remember

i seemed to be so not organized lately. my eyes are blurry with all the numbers that i have to analyze and i seemed to forget everything that i have to do.. shit, have i taken my dry-cleaning? yes, oh thank god..

today, tuesday:
1. should i go to the gym during lunch? emm..
2. pick up mail at pos laju center after work
3. visit mak ngah and pak ngah from UK

tomorrow, wednesday:
1. apply for advance for stupid trip at BTM
2. go to kopetro

day after tomorrow, thursday:
1. gym after work

that's all that i can remember for now.


playing the waiting game

i have to go to china again next week, well, this sunday actually..

it sucks.. the trip has been postponed since two weeks ago and i have no idea why we are going in the first place.. or, in other words, i have no idea why they wanted me to go.

i've finished all the numbers they wanted me "analyze" and personnaly, i dont think i will add value to the meeting (cewah!) no, really, my opinion, the thing that they have to pin down now is the technical stuff and decision on the numbers between the parties, and the numbers are there with all the conditions required. i do not want to go just to write minutes of meeting.

i have concluded my opinion about this department long time ago and til today, it still stands. the engineers are still so high up on themselves and treated others like their "kuli". over and over again i've told myself that i had it, i'm fed-up and i'm going to leave. but i'm still here, partly because of the comfort factor but mainly because i want my upgrade first. i am so willing to learn new skills, skills that are actually recognized, rather than sitting in a box of a different description but doing other tasks. not that my other tasks are insignificant but they are not applicable for skill group that i am in. and to change skill group now, without being upgraded first would have me competing with others who have done tons within the new skill group. i'm in a dilemma but the most decent thing i've heard the department has done for me is to appeal for my upgrade, which i have yet to know the outcome.

so, i am playing the waiting game but is it worth it?
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Monday, May 22, 2006

for you...

I Love the Way You Love Me
John Michael Montgomery

I like the feel of your name on my lips
I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers
Even when you're not there

I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
How you enjoy your two-hour baths
And how you convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me
Strong and wild, slow and easy
Heart and soul, so completely
I love the way you love me

I love the sound of old RNB
You roll your eyes When I'm slightly off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old moviesY
ou've seen thousands of times

And I could list a million things
That I love to like about you
But they all come down to one reason
I could never live without you

missing daisy...

went back to my parents house yesterday.. my parents, my dad especially, seemed to miss daisy so much.. i tried to ignore it but i cant.. yes, i do miss her.. a lot.. she's more than just my first car.. she's my symbol of independence, of living my own life and paying for my own way.. fuuh..

and then i stopped by upm to drop off some of dhaney's stuff.. he complimented on suzie but then he said "so, no more daisy huh?" and i nearly cried.. even my crazy brother loves her..

then, i went to the car dealer to drop of daisy's cert of insurance and there she was, all cleaned up and repaired, like the baby i brought home nearly four years ago.. the owner was nice enuf to park her under the shades as compared to the others in the area..

i miss her, i miss her quirky rattles everywhere, her lack of air-cond gas even after i've changed the freaking can, the i-cant-sneeze-otherwise-i'll-crash feeling when she literally flies at 160kph trying to show off and i miss the attitude she has when having to deal with "monster trucks" bullying her... i miss her, i miss her, i miss her...

dear daisy,
i know that whenever i see a silver kelisa, i'll be wondering if it's you.. have a good life and take care of your new owner like you did me..
love, mommy..

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

she's here!!!!!!!!


after quite an issue, she's finally here..

my swift little ms suzie..

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

she's nearly here

she's nearly here..

but somehow she's seemed so hard to get..and that's nobody's fault but mine!!
urrghh..sayang is sooo helpful...

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Happy Mother's Day

happy mother's day, mak..

you are the pillar of my life, the strength that i drew upon ,and like the northstar, the light that guided me home..

i know i really rarely almost never say it, but

i love you.

oh pleez!!

had a very interesting / annoying / i-dont-want-to-know discussion with MIL.

i dont even know what started it but it got my blood rushing to my head in matter of minutes into the discussion.

first, dont make any opinions of me.

second, you would probably jump out of you skin if i REALLY tell you what i dont want to change, and

third, i DO NOT want to know how f***ed-up your marriage is and what was done to you!!!!

i have a very high tolerance for pain and insult and you tested it really well. i sincerely thank you for whatever it is that you taught him to make him into the fine man he is but get off my back. he's an adult now.i really symphatize your family for having to deal with you.

thank god the kid will be out of the house soon.

Monday, May 08, 2006

Mission Impossible Trois

we went to watch mission impossible III last week.. emm.. what was cool about it? obviously, tom cruise, though his recent "marriage" to katie holmes (she's younger than me and i was like, what, 11 years old when i began drooling at Cruise!! it's kinda disgusting..) does dampened my ever-glowing mention of him..

anyways, the movie.. as usual, action-packed and as usual, the first one was the best.. the story does, i mean, really, revolved around him.. the other members in the MI:III team did not have any significance in the movie, not like the first one.. they might as well not be there and the title might as well be named Hunt's Mission Impossible.. and it is soooooooo predictable..

anyways, that's my opinion..

regardless, terrible or not, one-man-show or not, like batman and all milla jovovich strange movies, if they ever come out with M:I:IV, V, or XX, i will still be one of the first to book online for the tix (what, u think am gonna queue for tickets? come on..)..

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Test Drive: Episode Numero Uno Vios vs Myvi

sayang had it all planned out for me.. since i've decided that i'm going to change car (daisy is four years old and bare), we are going to test drive the vios, city, suzie and myvi.. i was not a fan of test drives coz i hate driving people's car, i really do... so, i did not expect anything to come out of this since i've already made up my mind that with my budget and preference with small cars (yes, yes, i still have a phobia of driving big cars), i'd probably get the myvi.. sigh.. what to do..

but anyways, we went to test the vios first.. the first thing the sales guy told me was not to worry, i can floor as much as i like.. i looked that scared is it?but MAN!!! i tell you, it was the first sedan car i drove that i dont even feel like it's a sedan! ok, am mumbling and rojak-ing my sentences but hey, am excited.. and you have to bear with me that i will describe the car from a woman's point of view.. hahahaha...

anyways, the car is not as heavy as i expected.. it's not even 1 tonne k!! the steering wheel's response was good, i didnt feel like i had to haul the car.. it danced with me when i tried cilok-ing here and there and it moved when i floored.. ok, so mebe not as good as abang daisy but hell, certainly much better than daisy.. the panelling inside is cool, except for the center display thingy.. not that irritating but have to get used to especially when i cant think of anywhere else to put my shades on.. emm... seats are nice, mirror on the driver's side (cool!) and black is easy to get.. but the boot seemed difficult to close! look and feel so plastic-ky..

we said goodbye to Ah-Seow, the ever-so-friendly toyota sales guy and head to the perodua sales next block. the sales guy seemed more eager to layan us (mebe coz he saw abang daisy) than when i drove alone with daisy! anyways, we got our test drive car almost immediately.. i was a bit more eager to drive the myvi than the vios, assuming that the cheekiness would be almost the same as daisy.. and i drove the car.. and i floored.. and i tried to move... errr.... eh? EH?!! damn damn damn! no words could have described my disappointment.. of course, sayang did say not to expect the same level of movement (or something) with the myvi coz the body is bigger but stiiiiillllll.........

i was willing to forgo the strange looking radio console that seemed to assume the driver is either shortshighted or a child but i cannot, will not, forgo the feel that i get when driving daisy.. the pedal seemed, how would i describe it, soft? and the distance between the pedal and the carpet underneath is short.. some would say that you just have to get used to it but stiiiiiiiil.... we postponed the city and suzie test drives coz it was gonna rain, but mainly because i was in a near catatonic state of disappointmnet. we stopped to have a snack at McD (i couldnt even finished my fav burger) and sayang suggested to test drive the myvi again at another dealer, mebe this one is being floored too often and not being serviced etc.. so that the performance is not as it should be.. i was still pouting.. i told him, come Monday, he should go and test drive one of our friend's new myvi and feel the car.. he agreed..b

ack to the main topic, definitely vios if you have additional 30k.. but pour moi? je ne sais pas.. i will wait..

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

not flg that good..

am not feeling welll..

its 130pm and am at home with an aching body and nauseous as hell.. nope, am not pregnant, thank you...

i must have had ten missed calls from one of the project manager.. well, too freaking bad, am not in the mood to answer your calls..

Monday, May 01, 2006

i'm Jasmine!

hahahha! i took the quiz from elinz blog and am a JASMINE!!


Independent and adventurous. You don't want much; just to break out of the guilded cage society has put you in and experience life to the fullest. Following orders isn't really one of your strong points, and you would rather live a life of poverty than being forced into something that you hate